I don't really know why I am writing a blog. I am going to use it as an online diary type thing. The word diary just seems so preteen to me. I most likely won't ever write on this. It may help me calm down though. I have so much energy, I guess you could call it that, I just don't know what to do with it. I get so emotional that sometimes I feel crazy. I do not think I am crazy but everyone around me thinks I am crazy. The word crazy is such a hurtful word I no longer use it.